不良笑花

Woke up to a rather vexed feeling
thinking about life
thinking about what i want/need now
thinking about how i live my life..



anyway was watching 不良笑花

Rainie - 蔣小花 (pun of "saying jokes?)
Wilber - 唐門
Dean Fujioka - 賈思樂
Chen Yan Xi - 江蜜
Jian Chang - 蔣大樹
Wen Ying - 蔣阿嬷
Shi Yuan Jie -豆子
Xiao Call - Jojo
Denny Huang - 賴瑞克


christmas tree rainie with her suzuki scooter
look at the pink ray coming out from her helmet!


there's also a very anal wilber pan - "tang moon"


love-hate relationship


cute-stuff, jiang mi, whom wilber fell for
she got 2 very cute dimples


weirdo jap dude wit weird accent going after rainie
he speaks like Mayi


very cute wen ying ah yi


rainie kena raped after getting drunk at wilber's house
why she always kena raped?
like in 流星花园 also..


complicated love relationships
weirdo jap likes rainie
rainie likes weirdo-jap and wilber
wilber likes cute-chick and rainie (sorta)
cute-chick likes weird-jap
but is dating wilber
but is going to marry weirdo-jap
wats next?
rainie and cute-chick is lesbian?
then cute-chick wans wilber to make rainie fall in love wit him
how messy?


xiao hua's 2 best fren - Jojo and DouDou
i used to like Xiao Call (Jojo) in her earlier days in the show biz
but now every top she wears all very revealing
i think she's pretty desperate to get famous/popular
thats not the way it works, sweetie
u'll only be a 5min wank-off
work on your acting instead


weirdo-jap's mother
doesn't she remind you of the princess in 4BIA's forth story?
creepy!



PSYCHOLOGICAL TEST
if u were to draw a picture of a bird and a man
how would u draw it?
1. a man looking at a bird in a cage
2. a man chasing after a bird
3. a bird resting on a man's hand/shoulder


带我走
到遥远的以后
带走我
一个人自转的寂寞
带我走
就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走


if your answer is 1
you have someone that you like a lot
but you lack the courage to go after him/her
if your answer is 3
you have already found the person that you like
and you're not afraid that he/she will run away



You know I do that for you..

暗号

我想要的想做的你比谁都了
你想说的想给的我全都知道
未接来电没留言
一定是你孤单的想念
任何人都猜不到
这是我们的暗号
他们猜随便猜不重要
连上彼此的讯号
才有个依靠
有太多人太多事
夹在我们之间咆哮
杂讯太多讯号
就连风吹都要干扰
可是你不想一直走在黑暗地下道
想吹风想自由想要一起手牵手
去看海绕世界流浪
我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪
别管那是非只要我们感觉对
我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪
别离开身边拥有你我的世界才能完美
你说你想逃开松手
爱太累爱得不自由
因为我给不起最简单的承诺
你停止收讯号我开始搜寻不到
到底有谁知道是几点钟方向
你才会收到暗号




Dear Edwin,
Hope you will recover from your brain tumour operation.
I pray for you.



With that, I pray that your Dad will be healthy too.
Prego..



Lester says:
bt i told myself this. if i dont help myself, then even God wouldnt help me.
if i dont stand up and solve my own problems. then no1 else can do it for me.
frens and pals can only support u, but eventually, u have to take the 1st step urself.
so u better fucking wake up ur idea
or i will fucking make u do it
stand up and cont.
nv gif up.
i am always ur ally
ur comrade-in-arms
ur brother
dont fucking give up
u chao chee bye
look at ur nick also.
the Leong Mingen i know is a confident man, a fren and a pal dat i can always confide in.
bt now its the total opposide
u are now jus a wreck.



Special thanks
goes out to those who read my blog
or noticed there's something wrong about me
thanks for sms/msn to check on me
I will be fine..

Anyway today i went to school
to meet the Business School Board
regarding my SIP - AGAIN
they said almost the same thing as Lester
that i need help
that i have something terrible
that i kept it inside me
and refuse to share it
something that i can't handle
Said they went through my records
and as professionals,
they noticed that i have a hectic change
since semester 3.1
Miss Quah is so damn pissed with me
Sorry for the disappointment..

Maybe they are all right
Maybe i'm wrong
Maybe i do have a problem now
I will be fine..
什么时候
I will be fine..



You know I do that for you..

篮球火

was watching this..


Jerry Yan - 東方翔 (SF 12)
Show Lo - 元大鷹 (C 1)
Wu Zun - 無極尊 (SF 11)
Jiang Yi - 李　贏/W
Zhou Cai Si - 湛潔兒/咕咕雞/球魁


got xiao zhu and hot stuff coach, W


more xiao zhu and W
they should be together


wu zun's ridiculous block
against Jerry's 亢龍不悔旋風式灌籃


very funny ah liang as 唐　龍


very comical scene


will intro other interesting characters like 杜　飛, 齊嘯雲, 齊嘯雨, 林紫璇, 李子平, 殘, 巨人戈利亞 etc soon..


You know I do that for you..

STARS

simply - beautiful



You know I do that for you..

真的，我沒事

On and on the pain goes on
And it wouldn't just wouldn't die
我竟遠比想像中軟弱且無能為力
對你的眼神選擇了逃避
恨自己 恨自己

On and on the pain lives on
It's hurting so much more
就讓我被悔不當初的罪惡吞去
懲罰過後能否帶來解脫
I'll be fine I'll be fine

So many cried listening to God
讓堅強不只是種偽裝
So many lies listening to you
天亮後 I will be fine

On and on the pain goes on
and I just don't know how to cope
伸手抱住自己是否就能夠不再空虛
最後信念 別放棄 I will be fine I will be fine

So many cried listening to you
希望你能再給我力量
So many lies listening to you
什麼時候 I will be fine

當我再也不對任何事期待
只剩下你 只剩下你
有天當我捨棄一切見你
請妳要微笑不語

So many cried listening to you
希望你能再給我力量
So many lies listening to you
什麼時候 I will be fine

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cause i believe - 那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心 - 不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星 - 總會有發光的原因
and i believe - 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放棄



You know I do that for you..

Windstruck

Do you know why
I love to watch Windstruck so much?

Cos in the end
Myung-woo died
and came back to earth as the wind

But i'm not so lucky
i'm juz knock knock knockin' on heaven's door..

Myung-woo: If I die, I want to become the wind again
Kyung-jin: If you miss me, come back anytime. Even as the wind, come back as the wind.
Myung-woo: When we meet again, tell me all the happiest memories you experienced from this life.





You know I do that for you..

short holiday

the best 板面 in singapore?


the spell of ageing


had my hair cut


my old bike mysteriously came back


this is how we send bluetooth (infra-red style)


used to have Super Dog at Vivo City a lot


this is where you throw ur lunch?


Cat house


very cute


went to apply for a p/t job
at outram
reminds me of the sentosa days

想想怎么什么事都做不好
念在众人对我的期盼
可以放慢跟着时间的退化
儿时候的无敌却淡淡溶化 - 败北


thinking of going
on a short holiday
to cambodia
on 9th dec 2008

anyone wanna lend me a few hundred dollars
before i kill myself?


You know I do that for you..

fresh air

recently i kept thinking about
wat miss quah talked to me about

as much as a failure
i am as a HTM student
as a man
as a human

i'm glad there're still HTM juniors
who come to me for advice

smells like fresh air



You know I do that for you..

IRIS

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am



You know I do that for you..

So Many..

So many cried listening to you
希望你再给我力量
So many lies listening to you
什么时候
I will be fine..




You know I do that for you..

无敌

有个人能让我勇敢坚强
像从前童年时候那般无敌


You know I do that for you..

我要做Superman，不是Loser

can't stop failing in life
can't stop falling in life
i wanna win

我要做Superman
不是Loser

Livin' on a prayer



You know I do that for you..

lester

i notice
somehow
by sheer coincidence
or wat

lester will always
appear in my life
when i'm starting
to feel callous about life

always
when i'm giving up on life
feeling like throwing everything away
walking on tight rope

other times
he's nowhere to be found



You know I do that for you..

至少还有你

如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里
就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣
我总记得在那里

我们好不容易
我们身不由己

至少还有你



You know I do that for you..

Your Demon In Me - 1st post

Your demon in me..
My wings..
You know i do that for you..

The gift of the goddess