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我想要的想做的你比谁都了
你想说的想给的我全都知道
未接来电没留言
一定是你孤单的想念
任何人都猜不到
这是我们的暗号
他们猜随便猜不重要
连上彼此的讯号
才有个依靠
有太多人太多事
夹在我们之间咆哮
杂讯太多讯号
就连风吹都要干扰
可是你不想一直走在黑暗地下道
想吹风想自由想要一起手牵手
去看海绕世界流浪
我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪
别管那是非只要我们感觉对
我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪
别离开身边拥有你我的世界才能完美
你说你想逃开松手
爱太累爱得不自由
因为我给不起最简单的承诺
你停止收讯号我开始搜寻不到
到底有谁知道是几点钟方向
你才会收到暗号




Dear Edwin,
Hope you will recover from your brain tumour operation.
I pray for you.



With that, I pray that your Dad will be healthy too.
Prego..



Lester says:
bt i told myself this. if i dont help myself, then even God wouldnt help me.
if i dont stand up and solve my own problems. then no1 else can do it for me.
frens and pals can only support u, but eventually, u have to take the 1st step urself.
so u better fucking wake up ur idea
or i will fucking make u do it
stand up and cont.
nv gif up.
i am always ur ally
ur comrade-in-arms
ur brother
dont fucking give up
u chao chee bye
look at ur nick also.
the Leong Mingen i know is a confident man, a fren and a pal dat i can always confide in.
bt now its the total opposide
u are now jus a wreck.



Special thanks
goes out to those who read my blog
or noticed there's something wrong about me
thanks for sms/msn to check on me
I will be fine..

Anyway today i went to school
to meet the Business School Board
regarding my SIP - AGAIN
they said almost the same thing as Lester
that i need help
that i have something terrible
that i kept it inside me
and refuse to share it
something that i can't handle
Said they went through my records
and as professionals,
they noticed that i have a hectic change
since semester 3.1
Miss Quah is so damn pissed with me
Sorry for the disappointment..

Maybe they are all right
Maybe i'm wrong
Maybe i do have a problem now
I will be fine..
什么时候
I will be fine..



You know I do that for you..