new blog

yesterday is a gift of a goddess
every today i'm in a dream
tomorrow i need a new blog

stay tune


You know I do that for you..

took 3 steps forward and 1 step backwards
shove me and i fall
kick me and i hide
this will never end
till the day i die


You know I do that for you..

fly away

if i see "webcam/call" i know wat it means
it was K
now its probably someone else

it just dun matter
does it
it just dun matter
does it
it just dun matter

fly away

fly away

fly away
drink drank drunk
again
in tears
killing spree




You know I do that for you..

GAMBLE

its weird

papalouie talks to me once in a very long time
on the first occasion, she said i've changed
on the second occasion, she said she doesn't understand me
on the third occasion, she said "sounds tough"
i hope on the fourth, she says "i feel you, nigga"

lester surprising attacks me
whenever i'm down
it seems like he's attached some kind of emotional detector on me
or maybe we have telepathy
he just bombed me with 3 "fuck u"s

pok doesn't have to say anything
she knows how i feel
and she's always there for me
no matter how mad she gets
when she knows i'm not acting myself





its even weirder to know
that the best thing in life
you have to gamble your life into it


You know I do that for you..

说好的幸福呢？

说好的幸福呢？


You know I do that for you..

Happy Birthday to ME

the clock strikes 12.00am
the basketball went into the hoop
kenny and james yelled "happy birthday"
a message came "Happy birthday ming!"
from sokwei
and it remained silent
the stars did not shine tonight
i looked up and took a deep breath

2nd - pok (msn)
3rd - eve hoh (msn)
4th - adrian loke (sms)
5th - gina (msn)
6th - kiat (call)
7th - melisa (sms)
8th - catherine CYA (fb)
9th - lester leong (sms)

10th - doice (msn)
11th - shar toh (msn)
12th - ivy neo (sms)
13th - jancy pig (sms from thailand)
14th - nicolas (msn)
15th - kaolla (msn)
16th - farhan (msn)
17th - fong yung (friendster)

.. and another tear fell
so silently


You know I do that for you..

tomolo's my final chance
let me believe in something.. at least




You know I do that for you..

this year
only one organiser is given out
and i pray

its almost 6pm
i gotta run
this may save my life



You know I do that for you..

i sleep with tears
amongst the thorns

mason, if u're reading this
the killing spree will start soon
again



You know I do that for you..

i friggin needs to bake my brains


pray
run and tell all of the angels
this could take all night
think i need a devil to help me
get things right


You know I do that for you..

Dear God,

I can give up the world
You may take away my crown
Give it back
Or take my life
Won't you?

If i dun survive this
I may swim in clouds again
Give me my remedy




You know I do that for you..

Peter Pan Legacy

Ming is the nickname given to a specimen of an ocean quahog clam, Arctica islandica, family Veneridae, and is the oldest living animal ever discovered.

Judging by the annual growth rings on the clam's shell, Ming was believed to be in the region of 405-410 years old when the clam was caught off the coast of Iceland in October 2007. The claim was made by researchers at Bangor University. The researchers are uncertain how long the clam, which died during the assessment process, might have lived had it been left on the ocean floor. The clam was named after the Ming Dynasty due to its age.

Scientists are hoping the discovery of Ming will help aid in researching the aging process, and how some animals 'escape' old age.


You know I do that for you..

i juz sent my dad to the hospital
i'm so tired
but i have something important to do also



You know I do that for you..

2 这是我们的暗号

当我再也不对任何事期待
只剩下你只剩下你
有天当我舍弃一切见你
请你要微笑不语
i will find you


You know I do that for you..

25 Nov 2008 au TP

2:30pm - Counselling
went for my first session of counselling
my counsellor look like Gina
but her name is Jean
hahha..
shared some problems with her
she identified that i'm suffering from trauma
meaning something that happened too suddenly
that one doesn't see it coming
for example, family members that din't die of accidents
not natural deaths, a sudden loss


4.00pm - Blood Drive
the doctor said "finally, someone with good blood pressure"
said the whole day he was visited by girls with low blood pressure
hahha..


Any idea how thick the needle is?
its about 1cm diameter
STEAM


Why am i left in the cold
when girls get blankets?


Fin


That girl (background) must be a princess
she is served by two nurses
and why is the girl in black posing for my pic? -_-"


This guy is quite funny
he was sms-ing with his right hand
then he realise he was squeezing his phone
so he switched to his left


Compliments from the Blood Drive
a stupid certificate, yakult, milo, biscuit, raisins
a collar pin, iron tablets

Anyway the Blood Drive is at Library 9th floor
ends at 5pm everyday
If you wanna give blood, do by this week =)

After that went to makan with James, Kenny, Melisa and Desmond
then went mini cafe
home
i can't sleep
i just can't


You know I do that for you..

i used to love doing this


You know I do that for you..

Balanar James

James: i wanted to slp
but juz cannot slp

MING: k
go see my blog
i blogged about u

James: i noe
i saw

MING: wa-- u damn fast
ur desktop got alert whenever i post is it?

James: of cuz
i'm james leh

MING: so?
i'm king

James: i'm night stalker
i stalk in the night
no1 can escape 1

MING: that rocks
kenny today masturbate how many times?

James: 51

MING: nic today fiend how many chicks online?

James: 23

MING: appaulse
impressive
lidat also know

James: u?
oso cant slp?

MING: i can never sleep in peace

James: den wad u intend to do?

MING: dunno

James: aiyoyo
tis is not gonna be good for ur body u noe

MING: then?
wat can i do?

James: i guess only u have the ans for tat
wad exactly is keeping u up>

MING: menses

James: ok
den stop it
wear pad

MING: cannot
must use bottle cock liao

James: how come?

MING: to stop the blood from coming out

James: cannot
gush too fast
the bottle cork will fly
ltr injure the ppl ard

MING: kao
how u know?



You know I do that for you..

Time

"Time is the longest distance between two places."


how true
how true

You know I do that for you..

damn

damn..
one free coffee down the drain
but judging the date
i guess i was too busy being depressed then
to have a latte


You know I do that for you..

James asked..

went to have a short stroll alone
in the neighbourhood
remembered james asking

James: you sure you dun wanna join OTC this year?
MING: i'm sure
James: you'll regret one lor
MING: well..

everyone's golden flower only blooms
once in their life time
i'll spend my life looking for it
i won't stop
and if i dun..

..maybe next life, i will.



You know I do that for you..

PRAY

now even jean could tell
why couldn't you?


You know I do that for you..

i grew restless
as the clock ticks




You know I do that for you..

Jean Outing

Jean jio-ed me to go shoot basketball at TM
in the evening..
supposed to meet Guanzuo, Kenny and James also
but Guanzuo night shift,
Kenny lao sai
James MIA


i swear the Long John Silver chicken shrank
Sponsored by Jean Tan


EAT! EAT! EAT!


unglam



next.. arcade


this is an SMS Game
text will appear on the screen
and you've to type out the text with your keypad


that looks something like this
i trashed jean totally


then she decided its time to humiliate me
at Street Basketball
guanzuo "score so high, spoil market"
she really wasn't so pro
when we were in Genting
fighting for the giraffe
now she can beat me and GZ easily, anytime


Toys R' Us


OMG! Stewie's Silly Putty!


Silly Putty Instructions


O' Pillar Caterpillar Crazy Boy Sexy Girl
Go to school, Cross the Road, Hit By Bus
Play a fool, Stupid Fool, Mr. Foo



多情剑 VERSUS 无情刀


"Where shall I strike?"


Idiots


Cookie Monster and Elmo love Cheese
miam miam miam miam miam miam


IKEA Ice-cream
$1.50


-_-"


Happy Birthday to You! =)


Evil Puppet Masters


Giddy-up


3


Bobo for Baby


I would like to paint something like this
on my bedroom wall


vandalising Jean's organiser


For here - Tall Latte
Sponsored by Elaine (Starbucks)


陈婆婆



神Jean(经)病


白痴仔

原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由
也会怕有一天会跌倒(OH!NO!)
背弃了理想 谁人都可以
哪会怕有一天只你共我

anyways we made a video
you can watch it here:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQAT0FvYNIk



You know I do that for you..

WARNING

My sister is going Thailand
for 8 days tomorrow



As my birthday closes in,
I guess some people who gives a shit
would wanna get me something

Here's what NOT to get me
1. impractical things
(things i dun need - eg. display items, piggy banks, cups, photo frames)
2. smoking equipment
(things like lighters, ash tray, gas mask, no-smoking t-shirts)
3. prank presents
(things that amuse me for 2 seconds - barbie dolls, kinky stuff)

Worse birthday present received
- Snow Globe that reads "Merry Christmas"

Here's suggestion of a GOOD present
1. Death
(yes, if you can take my life away, please do so
i would like to die in a drive-pass at prata
shot to death by authentic niggas)
2. Money
(cash or bank transfer, both accepted)
3. Prayers
(include me in your Church/Temple prayers will be good enough)

dun get me anything unless you know what i really wan
if not, you wun receive your present next time round
capiche?



You know I do that for you..

juz woke up from a painful dream
arghhhh
i'm so distubed


You know I do that for you..

i juz watched 2 hours marathon of MadTV
and it got me rather upset =(




You know I do that for you..

Twity Girls

saw this on a taiwanese forum
about girls posing in the following ways
rather entertaining
enjoy =)






















You know I do that for you..