How can i not leave?

Imagine..
Imagine you went hiking..

You tripped and fell
and was hanging by the cliff

"help help!" you screamed in desperation

Person A - scolded you, and stomped on your fingers
Person B - thought about the situation, reached out his hand and tried to pull you up

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when you do not even have money for public transportation
i dun see how you get the money to eat
when you are starving, you close to insanity
its like removing one of your limbs
its like taking away your baby right after birth
its like killing a person you love the most before your eyes

forget about not understanding
forget about finding my own means to feed myself
forget about finding ways to pay $70/- for a modem
you have the cheek to write me an angry note!
(talking about note writing AGAIN)

how can i not think of leaving?


on the other hand
friends like james
found me a job
friends like Liwei, Animal Farm and Pok
comforting words
is more than enough

i am grateful
for delivering coals in the blistering cold

now, how can i not think of leaving?
you tell me, jancy
you tell me

i guess its goodbye, Tampines

i may need a change in environment
i need more straight-forward, thoughtful and selfless companions



You know I do that for you..